finally i am here to post again :) haha actually i am here to announce that i have moved away from blogger and over to livejournal! this is my new link http://mybabee.livejournal.com/ it's a friends' only livejournal so add me up okay!

GOOD BYE BLOGGER!


Goody talk
9:35 PM



hellooo :) so, it's my 18th birthday (happy birthday to myself) lols. been anticipating for my birthday, but you know it's nothing great being 18! i am just getting freaking old by the day : hahahaha. it's like 5 am in the morning now and i am back from birthday celebration at thai disco in town (1 hour ago?) not that i cannot sleep but i don't feel like going to sleep cause im staying over at darling's place today and it's like really crammed.. besides that pig of mine is totally drunk and reeks of liquor and he hasn't had his bathe hahahha. he was busy entertaining his friends and mine, making all of them drink and ended up drunk instead lols!! but still THANKS SO MUCH BABY!! you know i totally love you :) every of his/our friends commented that he's even happier than me on my birthday hahahaha and i think so tooo. and i was like then no need to get married already lor, my birthday he so high already! it was really funny :)

although i don't like those kind of places, i did enjoy the night and it was cool to see those silly guys dancing like nobody's business! baby's plans to make them drunk failed lor, too bad! silly boy threw up twice and he's dead like a log now :( funny isn't it? it's my birthday and my boyfriend is drunk instead of me hahahaha. i got people to drink and they don't know i am actually drinking coke with only a few drops of martell hehehe. poor lyon got duped into drinking by baby la! keep making him drink and i think he threw up like 4 times!

anyway, thanks to all that came! (friends-girl and caleb, jinglong and reena, weikang, tk buddy, kenny, alson, my clique- ding, juan, rach, sndy and lyon, baby's colleagues- kelly and jessline) i am sorry if you guys were bored but the place was too loud for any talking and i can't drink much, so... self-entertainment! kudos to ding for downing all that liquor haahhaa and also many thanks for your presents! thanks to my friends for the burberry classic london i know you guys got for me! i know it's from xinyi, caleb and the rest of you hahahaha. i don't know who's the rest of you but i think it should be all of those mentioned under friends above :) finally after 2 years i got this perfume lols. thanks to my clique for the chanel foundation! sorry you can't steal the wrapping juan lols. thanks to kelly and jess for the gift too :) lastly thanks baby for paying for the liquors, damn f-ing expensive lor, i will pay you back the 200 bucks so you can save the other 100 bucks for my shopping this saturday hahahaha. thanks for the flowers and the cake and the huge carebear you got me too :) me love it so much, it's so cuddly! and it makes me sleepy whenever i see it hahaha, and i know why it's called bedtime bear lols.

i wanted to go out for a nice and simple dinner tomorrow and maybe movies but shall see how baby feels first. and not to forget i got to take an mc cause i will be 'sick' tomorrow. not being irresponsible but i don't feel like being a slave to cheers on my birthday. my team members probably cannot remember it's my f-ing birthday tomorrow even though i did tell them so i will still be stocking up the bloody fridges tomorrow if i go, so no thanks! i know may got an mc too cause she has a party to attend so it leaves you 4 people to work and im sorry that i won't be turning up. you got to know i only have my 18th birthday once in this life and even though it's just a stupid day and i may be sitting at home, it's still better than that bloody cheers.

okay enough of cheers, it's gonna spoil my moood.. you have no idea how happppppy i am that cheers attachment is ending in 3 days time! i hope i will never see cheers again in my entire life. i promise to go only 7-11 lor. good luck to those people that we are handing over to haha.

lastly thanks to my mom, sis and kaka in advance for my presents that has yet to come but i know they will hahahahaha. so make my thanks first :) also thanks to baby's mom for the red packet! yayyyyyy more money :) my mom will definitely give me my 100 dollars as my present if not i will kp her haha. happyyyyyy! okay, i think it's time for some bedtime without my bear, but a smelly liquor pig beside me lols. good nights!!!!

i will upload the photos when i get them cause none are with me!! lols. please send me the photos you have sndy if you read this post! thanks! :)


Goody talk
12:58 PM



hellos! had been missing for almost a month again! hahaha. as usual been rather busy and caught up with stuffs and the internet connection at home is not secured yet, been unstable so i cannot use the com unless i am at baby's house. too many updates, now i don't know what i should blog about!! and i didn't bring my memory card adapter here so i can't load the photos from my phone which i took of baby's birthday celebration! and today's my sister's brithday, so

A VERY HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

speaking of birthdays, mine is coming sooon in about 3 weeks' time! woohoo, which is why i am here to update about my wish list muahahahhaaha. okay here goes..

wishlist for birthday

1. Canon IXUS 80
2. Ipod Nano, 4th generation in HOT pink hehe
3. Burberry Classic London Parfum :):)
4. Coach Madison collection small wallet in magenta
5. M.A.C make up collection
6. Chanel Foundation

the 3rd one is booked by xinyi already hhehee :) so happyyyyy! 18th here i come lols.

loves!


Goody talk
3:04 AM



gosh, finally at home and realxing! work at Cheers was shit these few days! plus GLS came today and we had lots of stocking up to do. rows and rows of Pokka green tea hahaha! went to junction 8 to get my phone after shift today and it arrived already!! no big deal though lols, just a lil excited about a new phone and i think i will be excited for only 1 day. and i have changed my phone number so i will sms you people either by tonight or tomorrow!

should be going out tomorrow after Cheers shift for advance celebration of our 22nd months! whheeeeee, going 2 years sooooon! hehe :) guess what i told darling? i told him my birthday give my flowers and teddy bear and gifts okay then 2 years anniversary give me a bigger bouquet and a humongous teddy bear and then valentine day give me like a super duper big bouquet of flowers and a ginomous (no such word lor) tedddddy bear!!! and he stared at me as though i am crazy hahahaha. and i made a birthday wishlist already lor hahaha, so kiasu right! but then again it's good cause i will receive presents that i want right! i prefer people telling me what they want lor so i don't have to rack my brains thinking of something good and the person confirm will love my present! i have many people telling me anything is okay, but what if they don't like what i give and chuck it aside?! i won't do that la, but i will definitely use it lesser lor. SO, i will post the damn list like in november hahaha and i shall get everything i desireeeeee :):):)::):):) just so brilliant i think!

and yayyy after tomorrow afternoon is fun fun fun till tuesday! and i get to be the cashier for a whole week again!!! blubbbbs, so happppy now!


Goody talk
5:02 AM



WARNING---> SUPER TEXT HEAVY!

oh my, just realised it had been almost a month since i updated! don't worry, i am still alive, well and kicking! haha just slightly deprived of time! firstly i am sure everyone knows that i am stuck in Cheers at school, not very pleasant, or should i say it stinks like shit, but what to do? i got to bear with this for 9 freaking whole weeks and i am just through my first and a half week : it says half shift, only 4 and a half hours each day, BUT DO NOT BE FOOLED! this WILL NOT happen la. this is what is expected from you, read this, sign in punctually and leaving on time will at most give you a grade C. and this is what i predict i will get. everyday i sign in almost on time or a few minutes earlier and leave a few minutes after my expected timing, no extra contributions or efforts or whatsoever. how do you get a grade A or B? well, stay in longer hours lor, work like a cow (without getting paid, your bloody efforts might get unrecognised and you may still get a C at the end of the day, no pay, fucking free labour and you work like shit, i think even the bulls on the padi fields are much better lor) you can choose to suck up to teachers as well or you can do both of these. but look at me, look at me!! please lor, who thinks i will do that?

only money speaks to me hahahaha. which is why i am so busy that i am only updating now la! almost everyday after work at Cheers i go over to robinsons to work and fill in for my full timer, which means i stand for like up to 5 hours in school and then over to robinsons where i stand for another 8 hours which totals up to 13 hours for a day, it's a wonder i am still alive! what to do? they pay me money what! unlike Cheers, my mom freaking pays the school a shitload of money lor for me to study there and not to work my ass off like a labourer! and i suffered so many injuries, especially on my hands, which are so goddamn unsightly now and i have to pay the doctor a visit tomorrow la! think i have an allergy already and my arms are all cuts and whatsnot. just my freaking luck to get posted to Cheers! waste money only, spend my money eating in Cheers all day and get no money or returns for my labour! it's a fucking plot, a scheme i tell you! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

complain, procrastinate, grumble whatever!! i keep doing this in Cheers lor and i secretly curse NYP everyday okay! but does it help, does it? unfortunately, NO! sighhhs. actually i had plenty of fun last week being the cashier! that was the best time ever la cause all i do is serve the customers and i like doing that! i serve people everytime in my sales line, but i have never had to smile at a customer and say so much stuffs just cause they bought like 1 dollar of heaven and earth green tea from me lols! please la i only smile widely at customers cause they buy hundreds over dollars worth of shirts from me, damnit! just for 1 dollar i have to say 'Hi welcome! that would be blah blah blah dollars, then ___ dollars received! change of ___! do you need a carrier? thank you, see you again!' okay that is acceptable right, but imagine saying that to every customer who pays at your cashier and lets say 500 customers comes in within that 4 and a half hours of your shift!! you can go mad repeating that lor! and what do you do when you become thirsty from saying all that? you buy a drink from Cheers and they earn your freaking money again!! they just earn your money over and over again la! and when you count your cash at the end of your shift, what happens when you are short of money? you have to pay pay pay again, money again! enough of the cashiering part cause it's much better than what i have been doing this week, read on to know more and to hear me complain more!

if you are not the cashier than poor you! it's a much tougher job than wasting your saliva! you are on floor duty and what do you do? just keep topping up and keep refilling what runs out! and if there is a long queue at the cashier you know what that means? it means your stocks are flying off your shelves and fridges faster than you can say 'robinhood' and refill them. for these two days i have been restocking every minute and you know what is my conclusion? NYP STUDENTS DRINK WATER FASTER THAN COWS OR ELEPHANTS DO LA! fuck, you refill, turn your back and half of the drinks you restock at gone! not exaggerating lor, this is especially true for pokka green tea. aside from refilling, i have to do receiving cause i am a receiving student. i do stock take when the goods come, fine with me and then i have to move the stocks to some place when we have space and the cartons are damn fucking heavy i tell you. my muscles ache like shit now, worse than after i play badminton lor. and then the queue of customers at Cheers see you this poor girl down here look like want to die already still carry heavy carton of drinks still don't want to siam and let you pass! i secretly hope you all get posted to Cheers la. i just feel like screaming lor!

the worse thing about working at Cheers is that you know you have to go back and do the same things over and over again the next day!! omgd this is a total nightmare!!! and i cannot wake up for 9 weeks la, damn. and this has been sucha long complain entry! hahaha

okay more updates on myself la!

firstly, sorry i couldn't turn up for your housewarming yesterday sndy! i know you guys had fun drinking haha, hope you are comfortable with your new place already :) secondly, i think most of my friends know that i dropped my phone into the toilet bowl about one week back or so and i am using my mom's old phone now which is so retro haha, which doesn't matter also cause i just signed up for new Singtel student plan with my mom this afternoon and got myself a new phone. though the phone will only arrive tomorrow and my new number will be in use tomorrow! will give to you guys soon! :) er ya i got Samsung F400 just some phone cause i treat my phone like shit so i do not intend to spend some 200 bucks on a phone and then drop it down the toilet bowl again hahhaa. anyway i use it just for calls and sms so just a so-so phone will do! plus it's only freaking 68 dollars with a plan la, what more could i ask for? thirdly, i have to move out of my current house now and while waiting for our flat to be approved by hdb we got to rent a room to stay for the moment. life's pretty messy and knocked up but i am still fine!! :):):):) still earning money money and happy with baby that's most important, though we see each other only like once every 2 or 3 days.

everything will be better soon i guess! and anyway a room is just like a hotel to me. come back to shower and sleep and go off to work for the next day so it's not much of a problem to me! found a room already too and we should be moving on 3rd november i think. hopefully our new house comes soon cause i don't really fancy staying in someone else's house although we have the master bedroom to ourselves. probably have to wait a few more months or so!

plus i don't think i will be updating so frequently already cause you can see i am so busy juggling work here and there! if things go well i might be coaching my sis and her friend for tuition haha, 5 dollars per hour, sucha good deal where to find? but during my free time and that's to more money!! this contributes to my saving plans! and have i said? i am so proud lor, for this month up till now i have not bought a single piece of top, i only got a pair of heels which is at staff discount also hahahahaha. SO PROUD!!! nothing but saving money now! and i shall spend spend spend on my birthday, wheeeeeee, sucha joy! but this month i spent quite alot on other stuffs, damn which are unavoidable. birthdays, birthday dinners, phone bills, new phone, new line, contacts, birthday and more birthday presents! sheesh.

it's my cousin kaka's 21st birthday celebration this sunday so expect an update on monday or tuesday cause monday will be going out with baby to celebrate our 22nd month together! whooooo. haha :) two days of fun and enjoyment! and then most probably work if there are slots! i need to work and save more money!!!! okay i think this has been a pretty long post without pictures! shall update with pictures next week!

till then, good nights people!


Goody talk
8:44 AM



it's another weekend of bumming at home, doing nothing constructive, blah with boredom! sister's at the library studying so i have the computer and the whole house to myself, yayyness! will most probably be going down to find her during the afternoon/evening cause mommy asked me to (maybe we can have dinner at the library cafe, the food there is fabulous!) okay it's dinner at pizza hut!!








Goody talk
9:02 PM



hello, i have been stucked at home for 2 days already :( and already bored to death with nothing to do! using the laptop makes me feel like buying clothes! but i know i got to save money (for baby's birthday) so i can't buy can't buy :( work's stupid, work one day the next day off, is it even work? guess i will be slacking at home till monday which is so f-boring.. managed to check my results one hour after the release, proof that something should be done to the system, maybe they should issue us report books like primary and secondary schools! results was somewhat expected but still happy happy :):):):)

school's starting soon though, no hurry for new clothes cause there are gonna be uniforms right? just hope i don't land a job in cheers, or there would be no cheers obviously.

feel like having steamboat tomorrow, but no one's available (shit) guess it's another day of rotting at home


Goody talk
10:18 PM



hello i am back with updates! first of all results!! the system is totally jammed, i cannot log in at all! :( hhahaha. so while waiting for the system to clear up i shall do some blogging! mid-autumn festival was a blast yesterday :) celebrated with mom, sis and nina near our housing estate and i came back a sweat and was down for a second round with baby and friends! (xinyi, caleb, weikang) lols. quite a pathetic lot but still we had some fun! :) pictures are all below

after one hour still no chance, got in once just now but the server said there was an internal error, like wtf?

Goody talk
9:09 AM



not updating again :( super lazy to do anything even though i am feeling just so bored at home, omgd laziness has caught up with me! i thought i was destined to rot at home for the whole of the holidays, the thought of it makes me sick! i can't tell you how much i miss school already, holidays are a total bore! but luckily tk got me back to the damn job, though it's not gonna be enjoyable as before with all the fakeness ahead, but still it earns me money! so why not? haha. i need money man! gotta change a new phone, been saying this for so long, funny how the contract is going to end but never seems to end! hahaha.

anyway, congratulations to myself! i only spent 100 bucks this month :):):) woohooo. only 3 tops and a bag! im on my road to saving moneyyyy! so now say bye bye to holidays and hello to work again : will update when i can :)


Goody talk
12:49 AM



bzz, so happppppy! exams are finally O-V-E-R! and i am bored already, came to boyfriend house to wake him up early in the morning :s there's nothing to do anymore, no goals in life what-so-ever hahaha. some people might think i am crazy or something. anyway, went out with the girls (sndy, xw, juan and chel) yesterday after our last paper :) didn't want to go home and rot duh! intended to go marina square for lunch at the food court but we got diverted halfway at citylink by Asian Kitchen! decided to go in and try and boy the xiao long bao were fabulous!! i am so in love with it, gonna go back with boy haha. slacked and ate and we chat, thanks too sndy! :)

headed over to m-square later on and shopped. sndy got real excited at buying clothes lols, so typical of her and i didn't get anything :( everything seems so boring! i haven't been buying anything for 23 days now, omgd i think i lost interest in shopping or something! walked around till our bums bums were itching to sit down, chel left for home and the rest of us settled down at starbucks to chill. sat there for about 2 hours or so, haha. read magazines, talked, slept and we found out the most amazing thing!! xw you goooooood, fantanstic at keeping secrets hhahaa. and it poured and poured, dreary old day. left at around 6 to meet boyfriend for dinner :) he had an hour break but the queue at kfc was horrendous! he queued for a very very long time and we took our time to eat and i updated him with everything! gosh, you ain't gonna believe this, i haven't met him for 3 days straight! bummer, that's cause of exams and i got to sleep early.

got home and bathed, intended to meet him at night after his work but i fall asleep while waiting and didn't meet. wanted to sleep already but the bitch didn't want to off the lights. we quarrelled and i scolded my mom for always pampering her that she is getting too much, the lil fucker. she can always do her stuffs in the living room anyway, the bedroom is for sleeping la. always everynight use the com till late and my mom just sleep with the bloody lights on which is so warm. my sister is a total B-I-T-C-H, B for a bitch man. which sets me thinking, if adults can divorce, why can't siblings get a divorce too? those people who end up divorcing once were so madly in love with each other that they decided to get married, have sex and give life. i didn't choose to be with my sister, neither did i made a vow to love her forever and ever in happiness or sickness! so why? why am i stuck with her. the government should give the go ahead for siblings to be separated if they are unhappy with each other or something. i hate my sister with a VENGEANCE okay, feel like stabbing her to death at times. if i could get away scott-free i would. lets say if the government went ahead with this idea, imagine us at a family gathering or something. someone goes 'hello samantha, is this your sister?' and i would go ' no, she is not my sister, she is my mother's younger daughter and i am my mother's older daughter, but we are NOT sisters!' i want to crack up over this, hilarious.

i can't wait to grow up get married and move away from her. maybe someday someone will just whisk me away to a faraway land and we will live in bliss forever. okay, i know baby ain't gonna do that so i should stop dreaming already. yawns, pizza hut later on with baby (the ass is sleeping like a pig even though i am making alot of noises with the laptop)

on a side note, business finance paper was the worst lot of all! results on september 16, can't wait already!


Goody talk
8:41 PM



omgdz! i am constantly blasted by the sounds/noises/disturbances!! i can't concentrate on my studies, seriously what the fug man! the ge-tai is going on tonight at the carpark, right behind my house : ahnd it started at 4? i thought they were supposed to start later than that. that's not all before that in the morning, in fact every morning there would be other events going on, augrhh!! when is it gonna be the month after the seventh month? oh heck, after my exams right! such an asssssss!

baby got all these either by attending courses or purchasing them! lols. must encourage him to go for more courses!! wakaka, he's going for another one soon again! yayyyys. hopefully i get more free stuffs :) on a side note, we are going for pizza tomorrow after his work! :):):):):):):)

Goody talk
2:30 AM



there! finally using the computer again! no one's home yet so im all alone (enjoying the peace, the solace and the breeze! err, from the fan lols) i hate it when everyone's home, just so crowded so noisy no privacy and all. not that i don't like to see my mom, but she yaks away non-stop, it's worse than the blasting noise out of the radio. haha.

just got back from bishan, junction 8 for lunch with baby :) the others went out with their friends, boyfriends, whatever haha, poor me returned home despite the 'lovely' sunny weather :s recently the weather has been a total bitch! warm penetrating rays everyday, threatening to melt me into a pool of water lols. i hate the sunny weather in Singapore!! mom said it would rain today, but looking at the fine weather, i really doubt so! just hope it rains rains and rain! i need a break from the sun, it's making me feel uber sick already.

anyway, school's coming to an end soon, just one more week ahead!! then it boils down to study week and exams! gosh, just 3 weeks more and exams end and what? i haven't started my revision yet!!! omgd, so damn dead! can't believe this term flew by so quickly! it's like i haven't really done anything and whoosh the exams come and we move on to TEP. just so excited about it :\ not fond of it or looking forward to it. got to start studying soon or i will just lag behind!!

hmmm, guess i will blog a little about the past few days too. anniversary was good, though it clashed with sher's birthday celebration with the clique! dined at the same place, crystal jade la! haahahas and we ordered all chicken, that darling! it made me so damn sick i am swearing off chicken already, gonna go vegetarian for a few days! laughs out loud, hmm. my body's not feeling too great these week and i have no idea what's wrong with it, my tummy seems to be upset everytime and i get this sickening feeling in my tummy and mouth : maybe i over eat? did some shopping too after dinner, just sort of walked around and i didn't seem to want to buy anything, weird. i have been feeling weird these days, maybe it's just the stupid weather. so baby deposited money into my account cause i told him i was going haji on wednesday with the clique so maybe i would get something there. then off to the movie and it was pretty good, the dark knight! i don't know why his voice became like that, a little awful but still great movie :) initially wanted ice cream over at swensens after the movie but no my stomach gave me weird vibes again and we had to cab home :[ baby stayed awhile with me before meeting the gang for a little chit-chat session.

tuesday was just school and yes, sher's little surprise! she was quite shocked haha so cute of her! and we saw her long distance bf, justin! the two of them are so funny. sher just dragged him away and ran away from us when she saw him lols. we don't eat people! just mighty curious haha. as i said, wednesday was down to haji lane and shopping but only with xw and sndy! the rest just had excuses and ding and rach came downh to meet us later too :) overall haji was so-so cause not many clothes appeal to me there. only the vintage bags at victoria jomo or something was awesome, but i didn't get any cause i couldn't make up my mind haha. sndy and co are still heading down anway. lols. dinner was at chomp chomp and lazy lyon (who's saving petrol) picked us up at bishan instead and xw left for home. had a filling and sumptuous dinner of many many food (stingray, kang kong, chicken wings, chay kway teow, carrot cake, hokkien mee, satay beehoon and mega drinks!) omgd, so much for 5 people : lyon drove us home after that :) and he refused to stop where i wanted him to let me alight!! he thought i was kidding him lor, haha!

okay i think i should end this entry already. sorry for the lenghty post with no pictures, just bear with it or don't read it at all. but if you guys saw this already that means you read it hahahaha. so, no point! sunday steamboat and movie with baby dear! cannot wait to spend more time with you! (and ya tk, i will call you if i manage to get jinglong and caleb, that is if they are not working! cause wk and kenny working steamboat that day, so they cannot make it, if long and caleb are not free then it's ck and my day okay! hahaha) so long guys!!


Goody talk
10:38 PM



hello, here for a quick post!

tomorrow's the 28th so a sweet 19th months to baby dear!! :) i love you so very muchhhhh okay! huggs and kisses ♥ gonna go town for celebration tomorrow after business finance test!! omgd, wish me luck!

and i think we screwed a little for marketing!! gosh, the Q and A was superrrr tough, damn. i got baby strawberry strudel from bugis and a pair of jeans from topman just now haha (surprise!!) bet he will be happy caused he always wanted jeans from topman lols. sorry picture's too small!

poor boy gonna pay 37 bucks later tonight cause some shitass customer's card didn't get approved but the machine still issued a receipt! so innocent and have to pay (that's why i hate to be the cashier) you can't take the extra cash but when there are slip-ups you gotta pay, and that's not fair at all!

okay, gonna go over to baby house watch prom night soon! :) home's awfully boring :

Goody talk
7:02 AM



hello, sorry for the lack of updates. didn't felt like blogging for a certain period of time. anyway, everything's almost done as i am typing this post :) just ICT applications project left, i cannot wait for wednesday to come cause that is when the last project is due! gonna hand up and present on the same day! after that there will be no more projects FOREVERRRR! errrr, literally until year 3, lols. after presentation the clique should be going to haji lane!! whoooops, lotsa shopping to be done :)

of course there is also monday that i look forward to :) it's gonna be an outing day to town with baby, can't wait! i miss him so much x 9729321132432, it's not an exaggeration :s baby's gonna get his pay on monday too, which means lots of mooolah to spend!!

p/s. life is a misery without you by my side


Goody talk
6:37 AM

Sorry peeps, had been rather caught up over the past week! had to rush projects, manage school work and also work!! ohmy, it's amazing i SURVIVED! :) today we made finishing touches to our marketing project today, phew! so, one down and two more to go... plus, the written tests coming up as well :s

Undone Projects
Retail ICA2 (25 July)

i haven't started on anything for the Retail ICA yet, good luck.
ICT Applications ICA2 (30 July) errrr, worse till, major project and i got absolutely no clue of anything.

Upcoming Tests
EFMA ICA3 (21 July)
ICT Quiz (23 July)
Business Finance ICA3 (28 July)

and hopefully i will do well for all these tests big or small :

a side note: baby has been so busy ever since he started work at the body shop :( it's almost work every day and very long hours too. i try to be with him during his dinner hour whenever i can even though it's only a short half an hour. i see him for only close to 1 hours each day since i get tired easily nowadays due to all the projects and often have to sleep once after he comes home.. was kind of depressed thinking about all this.. when he moves (which is really soon, though i had mentioned it some time ago) it will be worse. i can't see him at home everyday, we don't go to lalaland together, i will most probably just see him once or twice a week during his off days. and that is, if i am free (not caught up with projects or stupid TEP) as if it isn't bad enough, there are the examinations and i think i will only see him once every week or so :(:(:( everything just seems so gloomy! but, i tell myself, what's all this? there is army too (somewhere 6 months down the road) if i can't survive through it all now, will i survive the army days? i shudder just thinking about it.. sighs

(and that's because baby, you have never left me alone for more than 24 hours ever since we had been together) now, i am afraid to walk through all this by myself

Goody talk
8:02 AM

from the left to right (nina, me, chew yan and jie xin)

nina and her FEAST, lols!

this picture is posted up for laughs, a totally candid shot! LOLS.

Spent a good whole day with my dearrrr projects. left with farhan's part for business law and we can said to be done :) Business finance is in a mess cause i don't know what i am dealing with already!! damnzzz.

Baby will be going down for training and interview tomorrow at Bodyshop! omgd can't wait to get my hands on discounted items and freebies!! on a sad note, i will definitely get to see lesser of him still with this upcoming job, car practicals and whatnots. :( what still with the moving of houses, just damnit la.

Goody talk
7:35 AM



I haven't update my blog for a week now, so, hello to anyone who is still reading my blog :) i was supposed to blog about quite some things i guess but my memory fails me! so i shall just make do with what i rememeber.

Class gathering/ Corinne's birthday celebration in advance

Alrights! i don't know how to term this outing cause there wasn't really any celebrations haha just a simple dinner with members of the class and then some fun later lols. took a train down to junction 8 after school on thursday together with 12 or so of the class members! talked some funny and lame jokes during the ride down. alighted and headed to pastamania for our little dinner :) ordering of food was messy, as usual i suppose. dinner was rather fulfilling cause i had alot to eat. my own share of dinner plus a slice of pan pizza that was being passed down. some left after dinner while majority of us headed for a walk and i got a top lols! spend too much money on clothes this month. i bought like over 10 tops this month okay, don't bother to count the bottoms and etc too :x walked till the guys couldn't take it and suggested something we could all do together haha. and we decided upon the arcade!! i got to admit that it was oodles of fun playing with those people lols! like mad kids :) had a go at the toy-catching machines, daytona, basketball game and also photohunt which we played plenty of times! until... mr ziyao discovered that he lost his laptop!! that was the highlight of the day lor. everyone helped to find while we finished up the game and joined them for the search. asked around but to no avail and we walked out of the arcade wanting to ask for help from the information counter already, when a couple walked up to ziyao and asked him if he lost his laptop! so lucky of him! the guy said something funny, i think it was 'i found it at the basketball area but i didn't know who lost it so i went to the staircase to view your photos then i knew it was you!' lols. one word- hilarious. it was rather fun that day and i would love to go again! haha

next would be

our 18th months anniversary


It was on a friday and i went back home to lighten my load first and did some project stuffs before we headed down to vivo haha bought tickets for the movie first. 'get smart' was damn zuper duper funny!! i think the producers are really creative! it's definitely a must watch! after movie we walked around and i just had to go to the mango sales cause i didn't go since the mango sales started. and i still managed to get a polo tee and a belt for myself :) walked about a little more before we decided to settle our dinner at Thai express. i am swearing off that place forever. the food was so so quite alright but the service was poor and i didn't like it. the staff kept dropping things and one of them spilled my tea out when serving : awful dinner experience. after dinner was shoppig at zara, sales!! i got a sweater for myself zingy orange! and a sweater for my sister as well :)

headed over to hagadez for ice cream, super full after that. home sweet home via a bus then :)

some shots of the day:

just a few simple shots throughout the day. i love the one where boyfriend covered his face! so cute haha. the picture above it looks comical though, a lil gay!! lols. it was a candid shot and he so happens to look over :x

Some updates of the past few days over here too;

Went to work during the weekends, earned 150 bucks! after standing for 25 hours in 2 days. worth it or not, you decide! haha. (now you know what it means by hard-earned money) had french speech on tuesday and that was the most horrible thing that ever happened to me since school started!! i went up, said a few lines and totally blanked out for a good 15 seconds or so and i stood like an idiot out there until i somehow remembered my entire line and rumbled of a couple more things and scrambled off! i feel like digging a hole and hiding myself in it la! damn it. don't ever, DON'T take french i tell you. got back business law paper as well and results were not that fab. ohh, but ICT test was damn easy today! hahaha made me a bit scared for nothing and it worried xw to the max! lols. errr, nothing more, i will update soon cause im gonna have some events these couple of days!

Thursday, 3rd july- survey at town after school and then dinner with the clique :)

Friday, 4th july- steamboat with, boyfriend, BUDDY (we have lots to catch up on cause we haven't seen each other for ages, and wait till i make you account for your new BFF! whatever happened to me!!) and the gang plus a movie after that :):)

Saturday, 5th july- a girls meet up with 3 of my primary school best friends!!!! ohmygod, i am so excited okay! haha i haven't seen them for a year or so already and i hope we have plenty to catch up on and can pick up from where we left. most probably shopping, chilling out and dinner in town :):):)

WARNING- VULGARITIES AND UNPLEASNT THINGS AHEAD, PROCEED WITH CARE (if you do not wish to hear or see this, just go away)

Sunday- left for projects to be done and homework of course! even though i am busy i still do my projects you know. (I am very very very displeased with Business Finance project and the speed it is moving at, or should i say it is not moving at all! you know of because who and who. i got the super urge to hurl vulgarities alrights and like i said if nothing from them today i will just do their part myself and they can bloody be marked down for all i care. I DO NOT CARE, you listen? i have rushed you people again and again and i think it is over my limit. i am not unreasonable as well, you all know it has well been over 12 days or so since i last allocated this for you two to do. IT HAS BEEN MOTHER FUCKING LONG LA. damn, if we could do right up till capital budgeting for a day, i really don't understand why you two cannot do a simple thing like NPV, IRR and Payback method over A PERIOD OF 12 DAYS mind you. would anyone care to enlighten me?!) -you don't even have to read this much to know that i am super pissed off with these people. and you know what, if you people do not like to do/want to do/bother to do, you don't have to do it anymore okay, lao niang has taken time- EVEN THOUGH I AM VERY BUSY AS WELL to do what you have to do, just a mere 15 minutes, i really don't understand. don't give me a bunch of excuses. I AM BUSY TOO, I JUGGLE WORK, SCHOOL, PROJECTS, PLAY AND RELATIONSHIP. I AM HUMAN LIKE YOU ARE TOO, SO WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?

-Sorry people i apologise for the outburst but i cannot take it anymore, it's dragging too long and getting on my nerves.

On a side note, baby will be moving house this weekend :s and i am so so so so so so sad. okay words cannot describe my emotions la. i cannot fall asleep without him beside or near me. i need him to be nearby even if the nearest he is at the computer table near the bed. when he hangs out with his friends at night i cannot sleep!! even though i am super zonked out and tired, i will just stare at the walls, the ceiling until i realise it is really late and it takes too long to sleep, and i will get him to come back soon if possible. and right after he comes back and is in my presence, i fall asleep!! now, what is wrong with my mind?! it's a sort of psychological problem i think and too much of a reliance, now damnit. don't be surprised if i am still online till the wee hours, you will know that i have moved back home- i just can't fall asleep without you.

Goody talk
3:46 AM



hey guys, guess what? school has started for 2 days and i am in such a state of excitement, school really excites me!!!! - not. lols. hahaha. well to be fair school is fantanstic, without it i would just be a piece of rotting wood sitting at home :s anyway, one project down, one is due tomorrow with presentation, damn i hate presentations! talking about that, i have a french ICA next week and i got to introduce myself to the entire class, like zomfgd!!!! i think i will faint in front of the class (my class is awful) i don't understand any french my teacher is teaching! oh wait but i know cats meow like this in french---> 'mew mew!' lols. damn classic la.

oh, i said i went to the Jurong Swimming Complex didn't i? it was ubeerr fun :) slides and the floats, heavenly! and the entrance fee is comparable to other normal swimming pools! just 80 cents, read this 80 CENTS!! and read this next, for children hahaha. lols. my entrance fee is 80 cents, me child? lols. when the gatekeeper said so 4 adults and 2 children, me and kenny laughed out loud! damn super funny la. sounds like our parents bringing us out for swimming instead of boyfriend and friends :) the only downside of it is that you got to rent a float for 5 buckaroos, well literally since you get back 2 dollars of your parted cash. the holidays was not too bad this time round cause i spent more time with baby outdoors! :)

back to the present, the class is going to hang out at pastamania; Junction 8 this thursday after school :) for the celebration of Corinne's birthday haha. not that the entire class is going, lols i think it will be hard to get all of them moving. plus, friday is date out at vivo with dearest boyfriend after school :) it's our 18th month!!

more updates soon,
loves


Goody talk
6:53 AM



Yesterday was day out at east coast! :) Alhough it rained and rained and still rained, our moods were not pretty much dampened and i was quite determined to cycle still! (i traveled like miles just to cycle!! if i didn't get to do that i would pretty much be screwed up) haha. anyway it was jolly fun, just the four of us. got us a two rider bicycle and a single one for learning how to cycle. i think everyone knows i know nuts about how to cycle haha. anyway baby cycled me around while my mother tried to teach my sister how to cycle. ride, ride and ride around the place, windy! :) after much cycling on the back of the bicycle with baby, i tried to learn how to cycle on my own and i SUCCEEDED!! with some effort :) it was quite a thrill learning how to do it on your own! muahahaha. dinner was at the lagoon, not too bad though and then a cab home :)

peektures, peektures!

tomorrow's gonna be swimming over at Jurong swimming complex with baby and the gang :) hopefully it doesn't rain anymore! don't you realise holidays are passing like way too fast? haha.

Goody talk
6:55 AM